Thursday, April 29, 2010

FRAGMENTS OF MY DELUDED HALF

OUT OF MY DELUDED MIND, MADE I TO BELIEVE THAT TRULY I AM STRONG.
BUT HERE IS MY REALITY....
A WEAKLING WITH FRAGILE STEPS,
OF FEELING NERVES AND BROKEN LIMBS.
YES, I TRULY AM A STRANGER TO MY REALITY...
A BEING OF MY DELUSIONS,AND A SLAVE TO MY EMOTIONS...
YES, THE TALE BEGINS AT DUSK.
FOR BLIND I WAS, TILL THIS BREAK OF DAWN.
YET MY EYES ARE STILL SLIGHTLY SHUT TO THIS SAGA...
YES, I AM FLAWED...
OF DARK SPOTS AND WALKING SHADOWS.
OF FEELING NERVES AND BROKEN LIMBS.
YES, I AM A WEAKLING WITH MISSING LINKS.
(ok. thats how i felt about me some days ago)

I'VE BEEN AWAY FROM MY BLOGFAM FOR A WHILE, BUT I'M BACK NOW, OR SO I THINK. BLAME IT ON CIRCUMSTANCES BEYOND MY CONTROL.

BEEN READING ON THE ON-GOING TAGS.10 THINGS I LOVE, AND CAN U GUESS WHO LOVES PEEING???
A HANDSOME PRICE AWAITS THE FIRST PERSON WITH THE CORRECT ANSWER.

ARE Y'ALL LOOKING FOWARD TO THE WEEKEND??
FOR ME, THIS IS MY WORST WEEK SO FAR AND I DON'T CARE 'BOUT THE WEEKEND.
Xoxo.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

IN MY DREAMS.

IT WAS THE SOUND OF THE PHONE THAT AWAKENED ME WITH THE REMINDER THAT IT WAS ONLY A MATTER OF HOURS BEFORE WE MET.....( NOT LIKE I FORGOT, HOW CAN I SEF????).
I STOOD UP, STRETCHED MY FEET AND SMILED AND COULDN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM.

LAGOS INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT.........

AS I WAITED, OBVIOUSLY EARLIER THAN HIS ARRIVAL(CUZ DISTANCE IS SUCH A BIATCH...), MY MIND WANDERED TO THE THINGS WE COULD POSSIBLY DO OR NOT DO. I MEAN ITS THE FIRST TIME WE SEE AND EXPECTATIONS FLYING HIGH.

FINALLY, HE WAS HERE.....YAYYYYYYYYYY. AT LAST I GET TO SEE HIM. MY HEART MISSING BEATS,BUT I STOOD STILL. PICTURE IN MIND AND EYES DARTING 360DEGREES. I COULDN'T HELP BUT SPOT HIM QUICKLY. THANKS TO GOD FOR THIS HIGH POWERED VISION OF MINE.
HEART SUMMERSAULTING RESTLESSLY AND WORDS FORMING IN MY ALREADY JAMMED HEAD. I WALKED WITH ALL FELINE GRACE TO HIM AND AT THAT MOMENT, "TIME FROZE".

HE LOCKED ME IN HIS ARMS AS WE PERFECTLY FIT AND CARELESSLY, HE KISSED ALL MY FACIAL FEATURES AND FINALLY SETTLED ON MY LIPS. AND WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD, WE REMAINED THAT WAY TILL WE GRADUALLY CAME BACK TO EARTH. IT WAS INDEED GOOD TO HAVE HIM HERE.


*SCRATCH SCRATCH*, ON MY FEET WITH DISCOMFORT.....TRYING SO HARD TO IGNORE AND CONCENTRATE ON FEELING THE BODY OF MY LD LOVE WHEN I FELT SOMETHING ON MY FACE... UP, I JUMPED ONLY TO REALIZE, A ROACH ON MY MAT AND NO LD LOVE BESIDE ME.........
HATE, YEAH. MY HATE FOR ROACHES INCREASED AS I CHASED IT TILL I SMASHED IT TO PIECES. DID I END THERE??????? NO......... I EVEN BURNT THE MURAFUCKER FOR INTERRUPTING MY SWEET DREAMS.

HAVE YOU EVER HAD SUCH A DREAM, WHERE EVERYTHING SEEMS SO REAL????? MSCHEWWWWWWW.

OK, I'VE BEEN HAVING THIS RE-CURRENT DREAM WHERE IT WAS MY WEDDING DAY AND AT ALL TIMES, I WAS AT THE WRONG PLACES.
ONE WAS WHERE EVERYONE WAS READY AND THE BRIDE WAS LOST(ME). OK, NOT LOST, BUT SOMEWHERE IN THE HOUSE, TOTALLY UNAWARE OF THE WEDDING PREP GOIN ON, UNTIL MY BEST FRIEND CAME IN.

BF: U HERE WE ALL DRESSED AND..... WOTCHA DOIN?????
ME: LEAVE ME LO. NO BE UNA WAN MARRY. WHO IS THE GROOM THE WAY??

ARROGANCE. PEOPLE, SEE ME SEE WAHALA. EVEN IN MY DREAMS, HE STILL WAN MARRY.
OK O. MAKE WE DEY WATCH DRAMA.LOL

HOPE WE ALL HAD A FAB EASTER BREAK?????

P.S I LOVE U.