Thursday, April 29, 2010

FRAGMENTS OF MY DELUDED HALF

OUT OF MY DELUDED MIND, MADE I TO BELIEVE THAT TRULY I AM STRONG.
BUT HERE IS MY REALITY....
A WEAKLING WITH FRAGILE STEPS,
OF FEELING NERVES AND BROKEN LIMBS.
YES, I TRULY AM A STRANGER TO MY REALITY...
A BEING OF MY DELUSIONS,AND A SLAVE TO MY EMOTIONS...
YES, THE TALE BEGINS AT DUSK.
FOR BLIND I WAS, TILL THIS BREAK OF DAWN.
YET MY EYES ARE STILL SLIGHTLY SHUT TO THIS SAGA...
YES, I AM FLAWED...
OF DARK SPOTS AND WALKING SHADOWS.
OF FEELING NERVES AND BROKEN LIMBS.
YES, I AM A WEAKLING WITH MISSING LINKS.
(ok. thats how i felt about me some days ago)

I'VE BEEN AWAY FROM MY BLOGFAM FOR A WHILE, BUT I'M BACK NOW, OR SO I THINK. BLAME IT ON CIRCUMSTANCES BEYOND MY CONTROL.

BEEN READING ON THE ON-GOING TAGS.10 THINGS I LOVE, AND CAN U GUESS WHO LOVES PEEING???
A HANDSOME PRICE AWAITS THE FIRST PERSON WITH THE CORRECT ANSWER.

ARE Y'ALL LOOKING FOWARD TO THE WEEKEND??
FOR ME, THIS IS MY WORST WEEK SO FAR AND I DON'T CARE 'BOUT THE WEEKEND.
Xoxo.

15 comments:

rayo said...

sure, omotee is d pee babe :D
very emotional post, very raw...

Myne Whitman said...

I haven't come across the peeing person sha, lol. Welcome back though I do not like this new name. Hope you feel much cheerier soon. And yeah, enjoy your weekend please.

F and M said...

LOL... I know that feeling so well... When the week is so shit you can't be bothered about the weekend... Like TGI... Fuck off jo... LOL.

I liked this poem... The whole feeling of introspection and self doubt is something anyone except an arrogant asshole can relate with. I have no idea who likes peeing o, lol... Better out than in, I guess... :)

LE DYNAMIQUE PROFESSEUR said...

Hmmm... while the poem appeared very real to me, I would advise a more confident approach to the you in you. You get?

Weekend - I can't wait. First, vigil at church and I'd be on the keyboard, singing and dancing all through. Second, soccer on saturday and sunday. I have promised myself not to read a study a single alphabet this weekend. haha

Enjoy yours :) Following your blog now. I love what I see :)

- LDP

shorty said...

Welcome back dear, I like the poem. I'm really looking forward to the weekend o the week has been so stressful.

The Girl with the Red Hair said...

Welcome back, Had a bad week myself but sooo looking forward to the weekend and the holiday on monday.

慧茹 said...

沒有經過反省的人生,是不值得活的人生 ....................................................

Tisha said...

hey
i could have agreed with you
but if you have trusted Jesus (the meaning of being reborn)
then you are actually a slave to righteousness
in spite of your emotions.

one is a lie from the pit of hell
the other is reality
take your pick, you can decide your reality.

lani said...

great to have u back... hope u stay a wee longer

2cute4u said...

This is so nice, that I feel sad this moment, still, I'm glad you back and this is praying you get all the good things you deserve and more.
Love you!

David.фаворит Бога номер-один said...

LOL!
peeing?
*sigh*
nice poem...

Nice Anon said...

Ngwanu nne.. feel better soon o. Plus this your all caps typing.. are you shouting down on us? Jisike!

gidiasianbabe said...

ummmm,babe,feel better oo,have a nice week

和中如勇 said...

非常感謝~3Q~....................................................

Fragilelooks said...

thanks y;all for ur sweetness.
@rayo: u got it right. omotee is the peeing babe. lol