CHALLENGES IN 2011

IT’S BEEN ALL TOUGH BUT I’M STANDING STRONG. I’VE BEEN HURT, BATTERD BY EMOTIONS, ENDLESS CRYING FOR DAYS, SICK, AND COMPLETELY DRAINED.

I LIVE AND WORK IN ABUJA. I DON’T HAVE A HOUSE, THUS I LIVED WITH MY SISTER.

IF U’VE BEEN FOLLOWING AND READING MY POSTS, U WILL SEE SOME WHERE I BICKERED ABOUT THE ISSUES BETWEEN MY SISTER AND I. BUT NOW I’M SO VERY SURE THAT I DO NOT KNOW OR WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HER FOR A VERY LONG TIME AND I MEAN SO.

I CAME BACK TO ABUJA AFTER THE XMAS BRK ON THE 5TH TO RESUME WORK ON THE 6TH. EVERYTHING WAS FINE WITH ME. I HAD ASKED MY SISTER WHEN THEY’LL BE BACK AND SHE SAID “NOT SURE YET”.

SOME DAYS LATER, WHILE AT WORK, I GOT A TEXT FROM HER HUSBAND SAYING I SHOULD HAND OVER THE KEYS OF THE HOUSE TO THEIR AGENT. AS CONFUSED AS I AM AT THE MOMENT, THAT WAS HOW I WAS ON THAT DAY WHEN I TURNED IN THE KEY AND I EVEN CALLED THE INLAW TO GET MORE INFO ON WHAT WAS UP AND HE REPILED;

ME: HELLO

HIM: GIVE THE KEY TO KINGSLEY

*CLICK* THE CALL ENDS. WHAT RUDENESS I THOT?

THIS NOW JUGGLED MY MEMORY, AS I REMEMBERED B4 THEN, WHEN MY SISTER CALLED TO SAY A FRIEND OF HER’S WAS COMING TO SEE THE HOUSE. SO I THOT TO MYSELF;;; *OH, SHE KNEW ALL ALONG AND JUST KEPT MUTE*

I CONTINUED TO STAY, HOPING THE INLAW WOULD COME SOON AS I WAS TOLD TO PICK UP THEIR PROPERTIES IN THE HOUSE. DAYS TURNED TO WEEK (+DAYS) HE NEVER SHOWED UP.
ONE DAY, WHILE AT WORK, SHE CALLED ME TO SAY;

SHE: HOW U HOLDING UP?

ME: FINE

SHE: HOW U GONNA DO ABT ACCOMODATION? BUT U KNOW, I KNOW U CAN SORT URSELF OUT. U ALWAYS HAVE A WAY OF DOING SO, BLA BLA BLAA BLA BLA BLA .

* WONDERING WHERE ALL THAT CAME FROM*

AS I GOT BACK 4RM WORK, I DISCOVERED THAT SOMEONE ELSE HAD MOVED IN. I PCKED UP MY PERSONAL STUFF AND MOVED OUT WITH NO WHERE IN MIND. ONLY THEN DID I REALIZE, THAT SHE ALSO KNEW THAT THE NEW OCCUPANT HAD MOVED IN AND STILL “DID NOT TELL ME”.

A FRIEND OF HERS (MY SIS), AND HER HUSBAND PUT ME UP, TILL I SORT MY SELF OUT. THEN ON MONDAY, SHE CALLED SAYING;

“U HAVE TO GET BACK TO OUR HOUSE AND WAIT TILL MY HUSBAND OR I COME TO GET OUR STUFF AND BESIDES WHO ASKED U TO EVEN GO STAY WITH THOSE PPLE?”

I THOT TO MYSELF, FIRST, U WERE MOVING, U NEVER TOLD ME. U DECIDED TO RENT OUT THE HOUSE, U NEVER TOLD ME, NEITHER DID U THINK I WAS IMPT ENOUGH TO EVER CARE A HOOT ABOUT.

SO SHE GOES OFF, CALLING ME NAMES UPON NAMES, AND HAD EVEN TOLD MY MUM AND GRANDMUM SOME HEART WRENCHING STUFF ABT HER FRIEND THAT HAD OFFERED ME A ROOF OVER MY HEAD.

I WAS SO MAD, AND EVEN WHEN MY MUM AND GRANDMUM HAD CALLED SAYING THAT I SHOULD GO BACK TO THEIR HOUSE AND WAIT TILL HER HUSBAND GETS THERE, I GAVE THEM MY SIPMLE RESPONSE OF “NO, INFACT NEVER EVER”.
WHAT U GUYS DO NOT KNOW IS HOW HARD IT’S BEEN, LIVING WITH THESE PEOPLE.

NOW, I'VE FOUND SOME PEACE FROM WITHIN ME, I'VE RECONCILED WITH THE FACT THAT IN THIS LIFE, *U ARE ACCOUNTABLE FOR URSELF. THINK FIRST FOR URSELF B4 BRINGING ANYOTHER INTO THE PICTURE EVEN IF THEY ARE FAMILY*
LESSON WELL LEARNT.

TWENTY ELEVEN

*SMH*..................... HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF US HERE, AND YEAH, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ME, MISS FRAGILE, WITHOUT THE LOOKS.

OK, THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN MY NAME IF NOT FOR THESE *AKPOS*(BAD BELLE) PEOPLE THAT MADE ME LOOSE ALL THE WEIGHT I WORKED SO HARD TO GAIN. MSCHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

IN THE SPIRIT OF THANKSGIVING,
1. THANK GOD FOR DIVINE SAFETY FOR LIFE AND PROPERTY OF MY FAMILY WHO WERE IN THE CENTRE OF THE STORM OF THE MAYHEM IN ABIA STATE.
2. THANK GOD FOR MY JOB AND NEW FRIENDS I ACQUIRED ON THE WAY
3. THANK GOD FOR ALL MY EX'S AND BEST FRIEND THAT GOT MARRIED/ENGAGED (ARROGANCE INCLUDED). U GUYS MADE ME PROUD.
4. THANK GOD FOR ALL MY FELLOW BLOGGERS THAT MADE IT TO THE NEW YEAR.U GUYS ROCK.

THANK YOU MISS @ILOLA FOR THE AWARD OF STYLISH AND VERSATILE BLOGGER.

7 THINGS ABOUT ME: NOW THATS PREETY THOUGH BUT I'L TRY. *SMS*

1. I'M NOT AFRAID TO FACE THE WORLD. CALL ME A SURVIVOR.

2. I'M STILL SCARED OF COMMITMENTS.

3. I'VE BECOME MORE CYNICAL (BAD NEWS)

4. I LOVE MY FAMILY MORE THAN ANY BOYFRIEND.

5. MOST TIMES I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE.

6. I AM A BUNDLE OF SUCCESS. A BURNING AND A SHINNING LIGHT.

7. I LOVE WORK.

DONE.

ON THE AWARDS, I CALL ON *SHORTY*, *2CUTE*, *SUGARKING*, *ORIGINAL MGBEKE*, *NICE ANON*, 24YEAROLDTEENAGER*, *TISHA*, *NEEFEMI*, *LEGGY*, *UZEZI* *MYNE WHITMAN* *LDP*, *HARRY ITIE*,

I'M HAVING TO DEAL WITH A LOT OF THINGS RIGHT NOW IN MY LIFE, ESP WITH THE HURT/LET DOWN FROM MY SISTER. BUH IT'SALL GOOD. *SHIT HAPPENS*.

TWENTY ELEVEN...................... I'M BACK ON MY BLOG. YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
WATCH ME FINISH FIRST.