Saturday, September 11, 2010

MY HOPE FOR BETTER DAYS

NOW, MY SILENCE HAS BEEN INTERPRETED AS MOODINESS.
AND MY MOODINESS HAS BEEN SAID TO BE INFECTIOUS.
MY EYES ARE DRY,
I WEEP NO MORE,
THAT WHICH WON'T KILL ME,
WILL ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER.

DEAR GOD,
FORGIVE ME FOR THE TIMES I LIED ON BEHALF OF OTHERS.

DEAR GOD,
TEACH ME HOW TO SPEAK UP, FOR MY SILENCE HAS MADE THEM CALL ME NAMES LIKE "WICKED".

DEAR GOD,
GIVE ME A MAN THAT I CAN FLOW FREELY WITH AND NEVER BE AFRAID OF EVEN IN MARRIAGE.



DEAR GOD,
U READ THIS MSG EVEN BEFORE IT GOT TO ME.
"u are a very wicked person. something that is nothing, u want to start creating issues. its been over 3 months i begged u pls. i want a peaceful home. if u can't, come carry ur stuff cuz u know everything but want to rob me off some peace and u dnt ave my interest so shldnt protect urs. its wicked of u".

GOT THAT FROM MY SISTER ON MY WAY TO CHURCH THIS MORNING ALL BECAUSE SHE'S TRYNA LOOK GOOD INFRONT OF HUBBY.

DEAR GOD,
I NEED AN ACCOMODATION, AND I NEED IT NOW. THEY SAY IT'S EXPENSIVE HERE, BUT I TRUST YOU TO TAKE CARE OF ME NOW.

PLEASE TELL ME, HOW DO U DEAL WITH ONE WHO COMPLAINS ABT EVERYTHING AND NOTHING?

HOW DO U COPE WITH SOMEONE WHO MAKES U UNCOMFORTABLE(ADRENALIN RUSH) IF NOT BY LYING?

DEAR GOD,
PLEASE GIVE ME A MAN THAT I WILL BE AT PEACE WITH.A MAN I WILL FIND NO REASON TO LIE TO. A MAN WHO WILL HAVE THAT CONFIDENCE IN ME, AND TRUST ME TOTALLY. ONE WHO IS SUPPORTIVE OF ME. ONE WHO IS STEADFAST IN THE LORD, FOR THAT IS THE BASIS OF EVERY SUCCESSFUL UNION.

AND FINALLY,.......................
DEAR GOD,
PLS TAKE THIS FLU/MALARIA AWAY FROM ME.

THANK U SUGARKING FOR THAT CALL.

16 comments:

neefemi said...

AMEN!!! it is well with you dear. He will make a way where there seems to be no way. Just Hold on. tk cr

Fragilelooks said...

thanks neefemi. i will just hang in there.

Jaycee said...

Amen. But I not only say amen to your prayer for a good man, but also that your own sister's relationship will be mended (and btw you and her too)

Nutty J. said...

Amen!!!

Weeping may endure for the night....but Joy comes in the morning

It is well with you

Nutty J. said...

Amen!!!

Weeping may endure for the night....but Joy comes in the morning

It is well with you

shorty said...

Ameen. It shall be well dear (((hugs)))

Fragilelooks said...

jaycee: thanks a lot. i pray for her too.

nutty j: amen. God knows how to take care of me.

shorty: thanks love. where have u been????

Evee said...

It is well. God knows best.

Myne Whitman said...

Sometimes what hurts most is such attitude from people that are supposed to care for us. I say Amen to all your prayers. For your sis, a house and a man o, lol. All the best dearie.

leggy said...

amen.
the Lord may not always answer when you call but he'll always be on time.

Fragilelooks said...

EVE: THANKS DEARIE

MYNE: TRULLY, IT DOES HURT A LOT. BUT I'M FINE.

LEGGY: BLESS U.

LucidLilith said...

Haaa! I finally found your blog...forgive me for being MIA my dear.

sorry abt the breakup with ur bf. am sure you made the right decision for you.

Repressed One said...

Take heart!! It must be hard when your own blood treats you that way. I agree with you in prayer that God will make a way where there seems to be done. Be Well!!

Lara said...

Amen to your prayer and I also say a prayer to you and your sister mending your relationship...no matter how bad they are still family. Take care girl and He will also be there for you

Fragilelooks said...

lucid: thanks dear and u r most welcome here

repressed: thanks a lot. it huurts a lot o. but i'm doin just fine.

lara: thanks hun.u cant run away from family o.

24yearOldTeEnAgeR said...

*hugs*